Hello again for the first time in a long time,
You know, i'm not much for these online journal things anymore. It seems to take up alot of time, and that is somewhat of a scarcity in my life right now. I think i would actually have quite a bit to talk about though. Quite a bit to talk about, but it would be mostly profane (writing without thinking). I suppose i do all of my writing without thinking on paper so that only i can read it...until i approve of it to be shown in public. not that it is bad or anything...i just like to over analyze everything that i do. I also have strayed away from the xanga because i really don't think i have many things of importance to say. I could tell you about what i ate today or maybe how many freakin miles i walk in one day...but i dont think that anyone cares that much...so i'll let that be mine. However, some of you don't know and want to know what is going on in my life. Generally I tend to use my phone and the aim to talk to people that really want to know. Anywho, i'm not mad at the xanga and i will continue to use it...i just don't understand it sometimes.
Speaking of writing alot on paper and not xanga, i have written some songs lately that will hopefully be transfered into material for the band (abulletproofending). If you'd like to read some of my words and use your analytical thought processes to figure out what i was thinking at the time of their creation, by all means just ask to see them.
Ah...and speaking of abulletproofending, a guitar friend of mine has recently "joined" our efforts in making music. I know that he really wants to have his own band though, but he's cool with helping us out for now. I like his style but i definetly don't want to pressure him in to staying with us. I felt bad for him at our last show, for two reasons. One, he didn't know all of the songs and thats never a cool thing to be caught in. Two, people just automatically assumed that he was apart of us now. He was really only helping out for a while...or atleast that was my understanding. If he wants to stay then that is awesome, but if not....well then that's his decision.
So i'm helping out with the worship ministry at Piedmont Intern'l Church now. It seems like it will be a challenge. Nothing against what they already have established...i'm just used to having a bit more than they do. I just know that my role right now is to serve the best i can. I'm not sure where God would have me in all of this but i'm just going where he's moving me, one step at a time.
And as far as this whole "going to college and getting a degree" thing....well i'm not too sure about it. I really want to be a musician right now. Like more than i can describe....Its all i do..sit in my room and write music and words, write music with paul and listen to music. I think i'm obsessed but i know that God put this passion in me for a reason....ahh...HE will reveal what he has for me..i should not worry..thats not the spirit he has given me. Jeremiah 29:11. College is ok i suppose. I miss friends from home and just knowing how life rolls in Rocky Mount. I have no idea where life will lead me over the next four years...but i know its going to be a crazy ride.
ok, i've fallen in love with new musics. i love jazz, folk and electronica more than ever. I'm listening to soo much more music that just what i listed at that top. my tastes are stretching and its great.
Well i dont know how i found the time to type all of this...i really need to be doing more homework but aaahhh...oh well. call me or im me. i'm here..most of the time...working on something...
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